Choosing Joy in the Midst of Chaos Julie Watson is an amazing woman. She has faced situations that could rob her of joy and peace, things that could have led to her defeat. But she is an overcomer, and in this Attitudes UPGRADE, she shares how she has found joy—and we can too. “Decisions, decisions. Choosing joy in the midst of life’s messiness is quite the feat,” Julie says, “but oh, so worth it!” I (Dawn) have watched Julie cope with huge changes in her and her husband’s life over the past few years. I can testify that she has found God faithful, and in the midst of the messiness of life, she has found God’s unlimited joy. Julie continues . . . Ah, summer. If you’re a mom, you’ve likely just finished it. If you’re anything like me, you planned to have a great summer filled with fun activities: places to go, things to try, people to visit, etc. And, if you’re still like me, you probably jumped for joy (to some degree) when it was over! My HOPE is always to have the best summer, but my REALITY typically falls quite short. I don’t know about you, but one can only take so much arguing, teasing, fighting, not listening and disobedience. Behaviors get stretched to new limits when the TV and tablets are turned off because someone (or two) is grounded, and it’s too hot to go outside to play. Boredom reaches new heights when Legos and Matchbox cars are the primary imagination booster to combat such yawn-inducing, brain-frying monotony. In these instances, children often create their own “fun” which loosely translates into CHAOS for mom! And, not just any chaos, but the kind that horror stories are made of, such as: burning ants with a magnifying glass outside becomes a small brushfire (fictitious example), or a sister’s toothbrush is used as a toilet brush in a fit of assumptions, rage and revenge (a factual example from my summer). This summer I did things differently. Since the kids would be attending a new school, I had three whole months to work with them on the high expectations this new school has for its students. Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays we worked on math (the subject everyone is scared of at my house). Tuesdays and Thursdays, I put their imaginations to work and had them write their very own books! Since all three of my kids LOVE to read, I thought it was time to make them the authors of their own imagination destinations. Funny enough, they really loved that idea and dove right in! But, oh my goodness, Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays just about sent me over the edge. The frustration and tears shed are almost too hard to relive… and I’m talking about MINE! Trying to find even moments of joy became increasingly difficult. The longer the summer dragged on, the harder it became. I had done some wonderful studies on joy in the past, and am still in the midst of one now. So, why was I struggling so much with finding joy in this summer chaos? Joy is a choice, plain and simple. It’s not something given, bought, earned or found. 1. We have to RECOGNIZE who the author of joy is. That’s Jesus. By taking our place on the cross and forgiving us our horrible sins we don’t deserve forgiveness for, He created an institution of joy within our own hearts when we accept Him. “Fixing our eyes on Jesus, the pioneer and perfecter of faith. For the joy set before him he endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God. Consider him who endured such opposition from sinners, so that you will not grow weary and lose heart” (Hebrews 12:2-3). (Also see Isaiah 61:10 and John 16:24.) 2. We have to CHOOSE to be thankful for everything He has done for us. Being grateful for our abundant blessings is the fastest way to create joy in the midst of chaos. Even being thankful for the chaos teaches us how to cling to our Lord and Savior during the most trying of times! “Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance. Let perseverance finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything” (James 1:2-4). (Also see Habakkuk 3:17-18; Galatians 5:22-23; and 1 Thessalonians 5:15-18.) 3. We have to SHARE it and spread that joy with those who need it. In my estimation, that’s pretty much everyone! Joy spreads like wildfire when you act in love and compassion toward another. If we could share God’s love with others and act towards them with that same love, the world would change, one person at a time. “May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit” (Romans 15:13). (Also see Proverbs 15:23 and Romans 15:32.) In my case, I needed to choose to be thankful for these three little lives He had placed in our home and hearts after 17 long years of waiting. He allowed us to become parents to some pretty amazing kids who were grateful to find a home with loving parents willing to help them with their schoolwork. But, why had I forgotten to be thankful for them this summer? Because I had focused too much on the temporary frustrations and didn’t choose to be grateful for my lifelong blessings! Are you struggling with choosing joy in the midst of chaos? Is there something you’re forgetting to be grateful for that will increase your joy meter? Reach out to a sister-in-Christ to pray with you and make a better choice for yourself today. Joy is right there for the choosing and sharing! Julie Watson worked in women’s and children’s ministries for 10 years as a Development and Executive Director before becoming a stay-at-home mom to three beautiful children. In 2016, God created a beautiful forever family when she and her husband, Shawn, were able to legally adopt the children. Julie now helps others find hope and freedom from emotional eating & unhealthy habits as a C.O.P.E. Certified Health Coach. Graphic adapted, courtesy of Pixabay. Attitudes Character